N95 my life - 031421 Why am i doing this? Why do I want to fade into the woodwork as just another being that is noticed for the moment, but not worth staying and noticing deeper than that? Honestly and simply. I gave away almost all fucks that I care about what unimportant others think of me. I am, for the most part, a nobody. If I died tomorrow, it would not be in the news (unless the manner of death was too sensational to pass up). I will not have an obituary in the paper. Most of the world, like over 99.9999999999%, are unimportant in the sense of they have no awareness of my existence. They are very important as individual people deserving agency, justice, equality, and love. But as for me, when I fade away, they have never known of my existence and it is very boastful to think they every would. So, with that out of the way, why??? I gave up on humanity* (and that country called America) in the past decade and this last year sealed it. I am...
my name is ,n. i’m disappearing by choosing to be forgotten.this is my only place to share and be in the internet public.no, i’m not planning suicide.